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izanami "this is the final countdown" hifumi ([personal profile] nightlight) wrote in [community profile] paraboxical2016-10-19 12:10 pm
aureated: (where Children strove)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-21 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
My favorite, hm?

[Well, that's interesting. Eichi is quiet for a moment, musingly, and then... he nods decisively.]

Then let us perform the first of your number, as an encore. Nothing is quite so proper as coming full circle in the end.
aureated: (Because I could not stop for Death –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-21 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
[He didn't say anything about that being his favorite, he's just going for the symbolism here like his pretentious ass always wants to do.

Rei opens the door for him...

And Eichi goes.

He goes with a flourish, he ends up onstage, and... he's happy. He's sincerely happy, because it's been so long since he's been on stage, and being an idol, performing until his heart gives out--

That's what warms his soul.]


aureated: (At Recess – in the Ring –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-21 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Eichi would probably have more to say about Rei's dramatic performance, but... well, Eichi hasn't performed on stage in quite awhile. He takes a step offstage when the curtain falls, and then another, and one more--and then it's to lean against the wall, coughing into his hand.

... Well.

It was fun while it lasted, but he should have known that not being in practice wouldn't do his already poor body any favors, really.

(And it truly was fun while it lasted. The lights, the gleam, the song, the steps...even being up there with Rei. He knows Rei hates him, but... he doesn't hate Rei.

He can't hate anyone who truly dazzles as an idol should.)]
aureated: (My labor and my leisure too)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-21 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh how the turntables indeed... Eichi looks a little wry to have someone he's pretty sure despises him show him some pity, but...here they are.

He coughs again.]


Certainly.

[When he straightens, he can feel his breath rattling in his lungs; if he was more unused to it, it'd be frightening, but by now it's pretty commonplace. He's pale, but the smile stays affixed to his face.]

Carry on. Your little stunt is through, and so is the show. There is certainly no need for you to linger here to watch a fallen angel fall a little further.
aureated: (He kindly stopped for me –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-21 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well.

That wipes the smile right out of his face.

Eichi doesn't like it when things are outside of his own control. It may be a mess when he's left to fend for himself when he's ill, but at least he's used to that. At least he can control that. But Rei scooping him up in a frankly humiliating princess carry is--]


What-- put me down! I never asked you to carry me, as far as I recall--!
aureated: (At Recess – in the Ring –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[Gross.

Eichi gives Rei a flat look at that; while he knows better than to squirm (it would be stupid to get himself dropped and injured from something like that, after all), he's still very clearly not happy about this at all.]


Do not expect me to thank you for this. I owe you nothing for your actions here--I did not request a single shred of help from someone like you.

[This is too much like being in someone's debt--and Eichi has always tried to avoid that more than anything else.]
aureated: (For His Civility –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[He just slumps against the couch when he's left there, covered his eyes with the back of one hand. He still manages a wry laugh, though, if a slightly breathless one.

That's all he deserves, after all, isn't it?]


No, there's no need for that. You can leave me here like this.

[Just...shoo.]

Eventually, someone will notice that I am gone and assume I have collapsed somewhere, just like this, and then they will come to fetch me. It would be troublesome if I were to die too soon, after all.
aureated: (My labor and my leisure too)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Absolutely.

That gets another laugh, wry and soft.]


Ah, please... it is not as though anyone would care, so there is no reason to pretend otherwise.

[He lifts his free hand, limply waving it.]

Do not allow me to be an anchor holding you down; I can only imagine how galling that would be.
aureated: (And I had put away)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha...

[There's a pause, slow and considering, and then--]

Disgusting.

[Tell us how you really feel, Eichi.

Nonetheless, he doesn't toss away the water bottle or anything equally childish. His hand closes around it, and then he brings his arm down to rest by his side again, water in hand.

And then... he sighs.]


Revel away then. There is no chance I will be back on my feet any time soon, so there is no better time to marvel at the fallen.
aureated: (We passed the Fields of Gazing Grain –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
... What a silly question.

[He sighs softly, eyes shut beneath his hand, relaxing against the couch. It's the silliest question of all, because--]

Of course it was worth it.

[For Eichi, it's simple. He's loved being an idol. He's always loved it. He wants to sing, dance, and bring that light to a stage. He does everything he does....for the sake of what is expected of him, and for the sake of (he'd thought), bringing more light to a stagnant academy, but in the end...

Is it that bad, to just want to perform?

Apparently it is. He's punished every time he does.]


Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy. Isn't that so? [Naturally.] This is not something I could ever regret.
aureated: (where Children strove)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, yes, mock away as you will.

[Eichi seems entirely unbothered by those words. For a moment, he was able to perform again. For a moment, he was able to dazzle, and shine.

He could sing, and dance.

He was on a stage.

It was worth it.]


To do anything is to push the limits of my own existence; if I allowed that to stop me, I would never get anything done. Though I am sure that would be anything but a tragedy to you.
aureated: (And I had put away)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[...Well.

Eichi just sighs at that, a quiet, almost inaudible sound, and slumps a little bit more.]


Yes, well... this nap may last longer than most, and so...perhaps it will be long enough for the elderly to clean up the messes of youth...?

[aka he's probably going to end up back in the hospital and that's pretty shitty and he hates it, but hopefully rei enjoys his freedom from Eichi for a bit.]
aureated: (At Recess – in the Ring –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh leave the poor dying idol alone.

Eichi opens one eye to squint at Rei, eyebrow arching slightly.]


Certainly not yet. There is far too much to do for that. My body will not give out on your dressing room couch, I give you my word.

Now will you leave me alone?

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