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izanami "this is the final countdown" hifumi ([personal profile] nightlight) wrote in [community profile] paraboxical2016-10-19 12:10 pm
aureated: (For His Civility –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[He just slumps against the couch when he's left there, covered his eyes with the back of one hand. He still manages a wry laugh, though, if a slightly breathless one.

That's all he deserves, after all, isn't it?]


No, there's no need for that. You can leave me here like this.

[Just...shoo.]

Eventually, someone will notice that I am gone and assume I have collapsed somewhere, just like this, and then they will come to fetch me. It would be troublesome if I were to die too soon, after all.
aureated: (My labor and my leisure too)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Absolutely.

That gets another laugh, wry and soft.]


Ah, please... it is not as though anyone would care, so there is no reason to pretend otherwise.

[He lifts his free hand, limply waving it.]

Do not allow me to be an anchor holding you down; I can only imagine how galling that would be.
aureated: (And I had put away)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha...

[There's a pause, slow and considering, and then--]

Disgusting.

[Tell us how you really feel, Eichi.

Nonetheless, he doesn't toss away the water bottle or anything equally childish. His hand closes around it, and then he brings his arm down to rest by his side again, water in hand.

And then... he sighs.]


Revel away then. There is no chance I will be back on my feet any time soon, so there is no better time to marvel at the fallen.
aureated: (We passed the Fields of Gazing Grain –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
... What a silly question.

[He sighs softly, eyes shut beneath his hand, relaxing against the couch. It's the silliest question of all, because--]

Of course it was worth it.

[For Eichi, it's simple. He's loved being an idol. He's always loved it. He wants to sing, dance, and bring that light to a stage. He does everything he does....for the sake of what is expected of him, and for the sake of (he'd thought), bringing more light to a stagnant academy, but in the end...

Is it that bad, to just want to perform?

Apparently it is. He's punished every time he does.]


Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy. Isn't that so? [Naturally.] This is not something I could ever regret.
aureated: (where Children strove)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, yes, mock away as you will.

[Eichi seems entirely unbothered by those words. For a moment, he was able to perform again. For a moment, he was able to dazzle, and shine.

He could sing, and dance.

He was on a stage.

It was worth it.]


To do anything is to push the limits of my own existence; if I allowed that to stop me, I would never get anything done. Though I am sure that would be anything but a tragedy to you.
aureated: (And I had put away)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[...Well.

Eichi just sighs at that, a quiet, almost inaudible sound, and slumps a little bit more.]


Yes, well... this nap may last longer than most, and so...perhaps it will be long enough for the elderly to clean up the messes of youth...?

[aka he's probably going to end up back in the hospital and that's pretty shitty and he hates it, but hopefully rei enjoys his freedom from Eichi for a bit.]
aureated: (At Recess – in the Ring –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh leave the poor dying idol alone.

Eichi opens one eye to squint at Rei, eyebrow arching slightly.]


Certainly not yet. There is far too much to do for that. My body will not give out on your dressing room couch, I give you my word.

Now will you leave me alone?
aureated: (He kindly stopped for me –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ugh, annoying.]

I certainly am not about to beg you to leave.

[So.....]

It would see we are at an impasse, then.
aureated: (We passed the Fields of Gazing Grain –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ah...........

That brings a different smile out of him--one that's somewhere between wry and faintly amused.]


I suppose it is nothing but his duty to gather the bodies of the Tenshouin family.

And yet, he is so busy. I would rather drag myself out of here than call upon him to do so.

[It's...complicated.]

I do not intend to rely on his charity here.
aureated: (And I had put away)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a long pause at that, and then Eichi sits up. He's pale, and the room honestly is kind of spinning, and he coughs a few times before he manages words, but he's completely serious when he speaks.]

If my presence here is so troubling, I will simply leave now.

[go away rei]

I have more manners than to overstay my admittedly debatable welcome.
aureated: (He kindly stopped for me –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ew, stop feeling a Concern.

Let him walk away and fall on his face a little ways away in peace.

A cough, and then somewhat testily:]


First you fancy yourself a demon, and then the advisor to an emperor.

Keep your advice to yourself.
aureated: (My labor and my leisure too)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[Surely if he keeps annoying Rei, eventually Rei will give up and leave him alone, right?

Right!!!

That's how it works with everyone.]


Really now. One would think watching me self-destruct would be your favorite past time at this point.

[Really!!

He isn't lying back down.]


Though perhaps it was only the fall you were interested in.
aureated: (At Recess – in the Ring –)

[personal profile] aureated 2016-10-23 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ugh........]

I am not pretending anything.

[He means that sincerely, for once, too.]

My request is simple as can be. There is no prevarication, there are no ulterior motives or layers.

[JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE....]

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